I am not intersted in living in this world?

It is cowardly to give up. You need to set up realistic goal, and work hard to achieve it. We all go through up and down of life.

yoga-sthah kuru karmani

sangam tyaktva dhananjaya

siddhy-asiddhyoh samo bhutva

samatvam yoga ucyate

"Perform your duty equipoised, O Arjuna, abandoning all attachment to success or failure. Such equanimity is called yoga."

Dear Ramasubra... I agree with the people who have said that you are too young and at the prime of your life to decide whether life is worth it or not. Please give it a fair trial. If you consider it a burden to earn the money that is expected of you , you can earn less and wory less and do a little hard work and slogging for money.Being content and not earning much money is not a crime . Rather too much pursuit of money brings unhappiness. Be what you want to be. Think in terms of happiness and not money.As Deep sir say just do your duty and relax. Doing your bid is enough. Dont assume that your life is not worth it only because you havent been able to gain new employment and earn rs 50,000 per month

Life is much more than that brother. Money does not make life safe. I am two years older to you yet at my age I have never thought about either money or ambition.

You are going through a tough time.I suggest that you read Durga Saptashati and Durga Kavach in it regularly for a few weeks. God will certainly help ;no doubt, and the difficulties in your life will be dimnished. Also you seem to be in a ver depressed state of mind(hence the suicidal thoughts) and you should take treatment from a good and trustworthy doctor.

Also suicide is no freedom as the one who committs suicide suffers even much more because suicide is a great sin.You are a Hindu and dont forget that next life is always there and no body dies really.Be strong and happy

Think of the days when you were not employed and still you were getting shelter, bread and clothing, though out of compassion or care of some one loving you. You can earn money that are necessary for these essentials for you and your dependants. Live simple life and step / walk on real ground. There are so many ways and means. Think twice over (i) whether your decision is in order, ( ii) Is it really impossible to live without Rs.50,000/- p.m. (iii) Are you the only one who is not earning this amount? Your own introspection on Rational and Realistic Reasoning will answer you correctly and you will find a spark of hope & enthusiasm that will lead to the brightest tomorrow with full confidence on present moments.

I think you are a weak person, only fools and idiot's think of die, open your eyes and mind dear boy, look at the world, don't be scared, i think you are an victim of inferior complex, Don't feel that you are use less or lower than others, don't look at others wealths. I tell you one thing is that? Whare there is life there is A chance, Who knows what good lucks will brings to your life?? don't ever set a budget like 50,000, it is wrong. Be satisfied whatever you earn, if you dont have good job? try find one, Im' sure you will get, But if you think of sucide you are A selfish person coz you leave everyone of your family and friends in pain behind you, just think about that, i wish you all the best and good luck to you!!!

Money is important for life but is not THE most important one. And how you can ensure that if you will earn Rs50,000pm your life will be safe n secure??

See i don't know what are exact circumstances with you i just feel failures are not the end of everything, they are not permanent. It is part of life like we laugh, we breath, our success.

Everyone have different destiny. Some people tastes success in their initial years of their job, some of them take time.

Here only two things really matter- patience n hardwork.

N you are just 22!!

Just drop this idea that you are not interested in living.

Start moving towards the dreams and goals you once wanted to achieve!!

I'm sure you will be able to do so!!

May god bless you n i hope you have loads of happiness n tons of success in the future ahead.

And one more thing you life is not just yours. You have live for all those people who love you and who need you.

ALL THE BEST

You said your age is 22 right.

Now tell me what degree have you completed in such short time that u r going to land up on a job of 50,000 ?

Have you seen mathadis the people doing highly laborous work for just 100-150 buck a day.

Still they live and never cry like you.

Better start seeking a job.

Your life is not your creation. It is Gods creation. God send us for some purpose into this world. God definitely give a skill or talent some times more to each and every person in this world. Our duty is to identify that skill and use it. You did not identify your God given skill up to now. So dint be frustrated or disappointed. Another thing is life is not bed of flowers. The enjoyment in our life is at facing the problems only. Running a smooth life is not a life at all. We have to invite the problems and we have to solve them then only we will get enjoyment. you are still 22. First identify your skills, money is not permanent in this world . Even a person getting Rs. 50/- per day enjoying his life than a person who gets lakhs of money per day. So enjoy your life OK

Friend,

Hear me, Sky has not fallen on your head and this is not the end of the world.

You are a young 22 yrs old guy, with experience and education.You should know to withstand small troubles that come in life.

Try with your experience, you are sure to get a much better job and be happy.

God has given you LIFE and you DO NOT have any right to terminate it.It will be against His will.

Do not lose heart,be bold.Look around you, there are hundreds like you.Are they thinking like you?are they not trying and winning?So get up, try my friend, and you sure will get a better opportunity.God bless you.

Cheer up.Smile.God is great.He cares for you, He loves you.

Unfortunately this is it you have to play well with the cards your dealt. Cheer up just remember that life is full of possibilities and while your down now you can be up another time. I suppose you are heathy - that's a good plus. And I hope that you have some intelligence -that's another plus. Just keep your chin up and keep looking for possibilities.

Peace

frd...I will tell you a story which I have heard.. It brought hope in me.. hope it bring hope in you.

Long long ago lived a successful businessman. World praised him for his calculated approach, for his luck, for his knowledge and wisdom, for he built his dynasty from nothing. Time came when an unfortunate decision he made, made him to loss his entire dynasty of business he was holding. The same tongues which sung songs on his abilites and caliber, critisized him for being foolish, arrogant.....worst... out of his mind...

A loyal frd stepped to sad man house, brought with him nothing but hope. The frd asked the man,

what he had when he started his business when he was young...

The answer was "Nothing but these two hand"..

Who were with you when you first took the step..

Oh! my wife... everyone else were laughing at us..

Wht made you do grow this business empire of yours.

the trust i had in me..

the frd said "Let me get it straight... You had your hand as your investment, You wife as your counsel, and your hope as your employee, I guess you havent lost anything my frd, but for your sight to understand that"

The sad business man say..."I had my youth then.. now i am old" his frd smiled and said " you have traded your youth for experience. You know you can achive it, for you have done it already. you know wht to expect and how to prepare. use it"

Well, the story was ended up by say.. the business man was successful again, building a bigger dynasty...

you are 22, you have whole life in front of you... Unlike most of us, you know how much you want to live. All you have to do is find a way to get it.. Trust me when i say, You can find.. but if you cant, noone can.

look you are 22 and thinking this way .that,s very bad and sad .be positive because every body who is born has a purpose to be here,that purpose is to live up to last breath out.same time every body is here to examine himself .be positive time will change with your bill power.start any thing by thinking that living is my goal and to live does not need 50,000 rs it needs me. but learn to live with minimum will give you the power to live like milliner.be brave.getup.and proceed.thanks.