agarwal a

i am the best student of the famous JD university of fashion and when i joined the institute, i was exceptionally talented. Its only during the 1st exam that I achieved top 5 in all india ranking and in the second exam expecting to flunk badly. The teachers of the institute are insecure of my talents and tried their level best to make it sure that I flunk by not providing me enough study materials, uneven lectures and smartly admitted it infront of me!....Even the colleagues are trying their level best to ruin my career. The dean of the college is making it sure to attack me personally on severfal grounds.

They make negative comments on my life, the way i walk, talk and act. If my hand shakes while stitching- they say I take drugs or I have a mental personality disorder.

They are trying to prove me that I am mad.

Please help!

my problem is that most of the people that I stay with or associated with have purposely demonstrated negative attitudes towards me. They are quite educated class but chooses to show such attitudes either to pull my moral or self confidence down!...They are very much positive when it comes to their life outlook or concerns but always try to be negative in my cases....

Why does people show such part of their personalities towards others? Is by pulling down someone the only way to feel secure and competent....? What is going to be the end result of all this?....I am completely wrecked by my situation because I cannot run or hide from these people as some of them are going to stay with me for lifetime...and some for few years atleast!

By contastly creating negative environment around me, seems to me like a group activity in collaboration sponsered by the masterminds of the group to stop me from becoming the highest achiever.

Will I have to end my life as I cannot do anything about it?

Even though I have tried my level best...still I cannot stop it...the people I am surrounded with always try and manipulate and take advantage of me. This has left me completely drained out and all of my positive energies are gone...I feel exhausted and tired of trying new things...My confidence is low and am unable to take correct dicisions. Negative thoughts always occpuies my mind space both when I am free and at work...WHAT CAN I DO TO GET RID OF IT?